this is what i want to say

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although everyones will scold me wat i did
but i really love him and don wanna to lost him
so just let me fight for it,i really dun wanna to give up tis time
i think my besties also will support me if i really do it

i promise..n just believe me i wont be like last time
i''ll wait the miracle comes to me
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just give a chance for me and u
i really dowan to giveup and need u deeply dear~
i really treasure our relationship